Much of the emotional work I have done over the years has been to heal childhood traumas and wounds, transgenerationally. I am going deeper and deeper, peeling back the layers of the onion.
As in many Latin American countries (I was born in Peru and raised in Argentina), women take on a role that was not theirs: that of being strong, hard-working, and a fighter to make up for the absence of a healthy masculine.
In my case, this led me to want to conquer a masculine, patriarchal, corporate world, leaving my feminine qualities for more masculine ones. Control, power and dominance. In that attempt to survive and excel in a world where I never felt I fit in, my uterus revealed itself with a fibroid, cysts, profuse bleeding and pain.
I continue to heal and release these patterns, learning to connect with my feminine essence from a more loving place. Embracing my wounded child who is still afraid of the masculine. Healing my uterus, where there are no more cysts but memories of pain.
I see myself reflected in my sisters, in my mother, in my nieces. There is a little bit of me in them and in my ancestors. There is no more war, I no longer need to carry weapons of protection with me. How tiring it was to hold this role that did not correspond to me. I am learning to be loved, protected and cared for by my current partner. It has been challenging but we are together breaking down barriers that once protected me. Let LOVE in!
White represents the peace that we choose today, leaving behind the red of blood and violence, leaving a legacy and a world of peace for the little ones of our clan.
Conscious eating, detox, herbs, therapies, meditation, ceremonies, biodecoding, family reconciliations... ✨ All of this has brought me to where I am today, years of taking myself apart, rebuilding myself, and loving myself again.
I honor the women of my clan who came before me, I choose to do it differently, I choose to love and heal. I thank them for paving the way. I love and thank the women of my family who are my everything, my light, my strength and our union ❤️🕊
I hug you woman, wherever you are on your healing path, you are not alone, there are many of us.
Lu
